{"id":3485,"date":"2012-07-22T07:12:00","date_gmt":"2012-07-22T07:12:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mywalkabout.net\/2012\/07\/22\/myself-again"},"modified":"2021-09-10T05:19:48","modified_gmt":"2021-09-10T12:19:48","slug":"myself-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mywalkabout.net\/?p=3485","title":{"rendered":"Myself again"},"content":{"rendered":"<div dir=\"ltr\" style=\"text-align: left;\">\n<h5 dir=\"ltr\" style=\"text-align: center;\">Fat thunderclouds roll across clouded visions of a breast I once held dear.<br \/>where are you now woman?<br \/>Old skin wrinkles my mind.<\/h5>\n\n<p>Sitting in the dirt of Mother Earth next to her serpent<br \/>I worship the almighty sun, giver of life.<\/p>\n<div class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both; text-align: center;\"><a style=\"clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;\" href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/mywalkabout.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/07\/596fe-dsc00864.jpg?ssl=1\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/mywalkabout.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/07\/596fe-dsc00864.jpg?resize=640%2C426&#038;ssl=1\" width=\"640\" height=\"426\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<h5 dir=\"ltr\" style=\"text-align: center;\">Take the time for sunrises and sunsets<br \/>the peaceful wind gently whispering melancholy.<br \/>I see hope in the empty spaces.<br \/><a style=\"clear: left; 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