# more time on the trails of the White Mountains - Link: https://mywalkabout.net/more-time-on-the-trails-of-the-white-mountains/ - Published: 2019-08-21T21:11:19-07:00 - Author: My Walkabout **Back up into** the White Mountains of Eastern Arizona I go, ready to ride. I still have her on my mind, with years of memories flooding my senses. I need to push my limits of physical exertion and clean air to help me categorize the loss. ![](https://i2.wp.com/mywalkabout.net/wp-content/uploads/2019/08/IMG_0830.jpg?fit =940%2C705&ssl=1) It is Sunday, and so families are out on the trail, as well as couples walking hand in hand, and old men with their dogs. I pass them all by in a silent salutation. ![](https://i2.wp.com/mywalkabout.net/wp-content/uploads/2019/08/IMG_0827.jpg?fit =940%2C940&ssl=1) The day exacts a heavy toll on me physically, but my mind feels free. I shake and wobble like a patient with muscular dystrophy. Her death is weighing heavy on my mind. Could I have done more, or should I just let it go? ### Share this: * [ Email ](https://mywalkabout.net/more-time-on-the-trails-of-the-white-mountains/?subject=%5BShared%20Post%5D%20more%20time%20on%20the%20trails%20of%20the%20White%20Mountains&body=https%3A%2F%2Fmywalkabout.net%2Fmore-time-on-the-trails-of-the-white-mountains%2F&share=email) * [Post](https://x.com/share) * [Share on Tumblr](https://www.tumblr.com/share) * [ WhatsApp ](https://mywalkabout.net/more-time-on-the-trails-of-the-white-mountains/?share=jetpack-whatsapp) * [ Nextdoor ](https://mywalkabout.net/more-time-on-the-trails-of-the-white-mountains/?share=nextdoor) * [ Threads ](https://mywalkabout.net/more-time-on-the-trails-of-the-white-mountains/?share=threads) * [[ * [Tweet](https://twitter.com/share) * [ Reddit ](https://mywalkabout.net/more-time-on-the-trails-of-the-white-mountains/?share=reddit) ### Like this: Like Loading…